Why when I hear the word church I get my hopes up that I don't have to go?

I'm not saying I don't believe in Jesus or i don't have faith in him, to me i just think church is boring. I hardly ever pray and ask Jesus for forgiveness. Right now I'm going to 8th grade and I feel to many kids act the same acting like their cool. I tried to change and be a better person. I told myself I would be more serious and try to be a better person but now not as much people talk to me. Like i said before whenever I hardly ever want to go to church because to me it's boring. Can Anyone Help me gain Faith in Jesus because when I'm doing something, I feel like I'm being I'm wasting my time, I feel like like I'm being rushed when I have nothing to do.I just want to give my life to Jesus.I haven't prayed in months and now i feel like my life is empty. The first thing i do every morning is get up and play video games on my Xbox 360 and my laptop. I fell like I'm left out. When I die I don't want to go to hell.I stay up every night since it's summer and sometimes I think about dying . Please Help